Happened again last night, really incredible, same thing, no sense of self, identity, memory, just this pure presence. This time I was able to take more in so that I can remember more about it. Sadly, I can't put it into words, I looked at my body and had no sense that it was my body, all the mental interpretations of reality were gone, no interpretation, no this or that, as if all things were one thing that appears in different shapes and colors, extending endlessly, like an ocean and its waves. Of course, the initial confusion came in, I kept asking who or what I am but now the tone was more grounded more stable, no anxiety rush.
One more thing, I was witnessing my body from above, had this perspective. I was not sure about this but this happened almost every single time the self was no more.
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The truth.
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