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I tried it. It didn’t work. I’ve been trying since I was a teenager. Somehow I managed this far. Can’t take it anymore. What if something happened to them. Luckily I had prayed nothing should happen and no one should get hurt into that accident all week. Couldn’t sleep. Or close my close my eyes all week . Maybe that saved her. Car was damaged in the back.
But what if something happens. I will get mentally sick. What is the use of these visions when I can’t do anything about them and how to stop them ! At least til I figure out how to use them or stop them. It’s like I can’t think about anything anymore. Cause I’m case it’s bad I’m afraid it’ll happen. No chance to think also.
It’s like let’s say I’m taking about a life insurance policy and for example we say someone dies. Suddenly I get this nervousness. Just can’t take it anymore.
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