We can definitely I think have spirit near us who effects us in a negative way, but too I believe one does not stand powerless against it even if one feels like that in the middle of things.

My guess is you are highly sensitive and vulnerable. I think you are intelligent too.

I think mental illness is really complex and there is no easy answer if it is truly entity you have or not attached to you, only you can answer this in time I suppose, how you will feel, if you will feel different afterwards.

I hope you will be feeling better, really soon.

There has been one case I saw on Television too when a member of a rock band was in contact with a medium who saw that when he was a boy he got an attachment of a man who had died not so far away accident on the road (killed himself) and he had given him feelings of anxiety and depression suddenly that he could not explain. It too followed him for many years.

When I had died myself in one previous reincarnation I did not understand how I had died and the look of my dead body shocked, traumatised me and I worked some times as if I was sane but other times I was confused. It came to me many years ago.

When I found after much search the identity I realized why things too were like that. I had gone crazy some time before my death and they thought my action of how I had died was out of confusion, that I could not understand the danger. It is a real shame, me thinking of how deeply I loved my family in that life and me dying like that.

I experience and too I have read that when you die spirits try to help you to go to the right place. I remember they tried to contact me telepathically but I did not respond. I think I finally left the place with some help.

I think my husband in that life made a mistake by leaning down to give me (the dead corpse) a kiss on the cheek. He looked so handsome in clothes to wear at the funeral but for me , in my confused mind, he was not saying goodbye with that kiss, he was saying hello. So even while looking at my dead body in the wood coffin I was still so confused that I just did not get it.

I still dream on rare occations that I am back there in the lower astral, just a second of it. I may too accidently in sleep astral traveled there and might have taken something, temporarily, back with me. Do you remember if you have been any place with gray or whitish fog and more so to the ground? that things are in the fog, meaning entities?

If I am right this means while being there they can see earth and people perfectly. I think I attached myself to the husband, not to bother him, but because he was life to me and I remembered him and he was safety to me. Could be in my mind because he kissed my cheek and to me that meant hello I thought this was the right thing to do.

I don't think I had any time frame at all. Everything was just now. This why I don't think spirits who are trapped and been so hundreds of years really feel the time like we do.

A personal experience for me was once when I got sick and no one else in the family, on the sound of the coughing something you get all vaccine for, a disease long ago. Something of negative nature effected us. Because I was sick and too had nightmares about that negative entity (from the lower astral world) I felt it was coming from the entity, from the outside. It usually settle on one person. But when I would hear in my head what it said and I would not respond it was as if to show me what it could do to effect others; it then spoke seconds later through other family member's mouth, them using words not used before. I really thought then OK I have gotten crazy. I better get some sleep. It was as if it wanted to heat up the negativity and the fear, but I chose to swallow and be loving, even with really bad remarks for no reason coming at me. Too I could see my luv change becoming real old fashion stern-"man"-ways as if influenced by the entity. He would later say he did not remember having said those things, he just remembered being extremely irritated but he could not say why. Throughout everything I was the only one who was sick and kept getting weaker, as if someone was taking energy from me. I got scared, naturally.Never felt drained and weak like that before. In one meeting in the dream with the entity it told me it had to make me sick and that it had to be this way for me to be in his world. I could see in his eyes he was sick, or let's say once he was alive he had been sick, like mentally. It hurt me to look at him. He was recognizing that I saw him, he could see by my reaction that I could see him then, and he wanted me to keep seeing him, "You have to see me". But it really just hurt to look in his eyes because I felt what he was (temporarily) made off, his energy, and to have that inside of you. To feel that way. To be that way. other times I just felt his energy.The difference between me and the family members were that they were really effected in a negative way and thinking it came from them from the within. I started to refuse to be frighten, started thinking positive, and did a ritual with prays to help it hopefully move to a more peaceful place. I got stronger. I got well. I chose to never ask or speak irritated to it or threaten it but when I spoke I did not ask questions but just as if I was telling a story and I tried my very best to send it love and send it positive emotions and forgiveness. Once during the nightmares when I did ask a question and then another I would get very strange answers back and too he was by nature sort of condescending to female, only in his world he really wasn't but it was I who was breaking the protocol. As if I needed his permission to ask him even. That I was not referring or behaving in a proper way he was use to female appearing in his time. And this when I thought I was polite, ha ha.

Overall It did seem to work :) the love thing :)