My hair and touching parts of body from beings, can't say really who as I don't see them. Notice that during meditation state or dreams that turn into meditative state on it's own that there has been times when I have seen what I would think is a ghost or spirit and sometime they take me to let's say a home if the home means something to them, usually I wake up with some details as if my brain zoomed in on that but unfortunately I don't seem to be able to stay too long in the state to really figure out what is going on (if there is something beside my brain having too much imagination, that is going on, that is), all my life I have in this state been to various places and homes and ask around and no one else has said "Oh, me too!".
One thing I notice I don't do, perhaps out of fear, perhaps I know there could be something potentially dangerous with it, is that I don't look into their eyes.
One time I was looking into someone's eyes and it was as if it sucked me right in. I know overall that I am emotional, empath (did not really have a name for this particular feeling or gift or how I now should look at it as) so when I stay in the emotions too long - I will get the information from the emotions, that is emotion is information (and that is something really hard to explain), this is why I have detailed information from past lives, for instance, because I know there is something in the emotions and I don't wake up my left, academic part of the brain, I let the emotional one do it's work instead. I don't cut it short. It can leave me drained out, though. When it is bad up to a week or so before I manage to built up my own energy level. Don't know if that is just me.
I have a sibling who suffer from mental illness and one time I had a dream where I stood somewhere to watch and saw that something, bad entity, had come along, I could tell it was bad, and my sibling looked right into the eyes of this thing, and I was helpless, couldn't interrupt, couldn't do anything, almost like I walked right into someone else's memory. (I actually think one can do that). When I have allowed someone to look into my eyes, or me looking in their eyes, both of us, it is truly as if their emotion, their will take over and I feel myself vanishing with rapid speed and it frightens me because I don't feel strong enough to reclaim my territory.
So with this long background (sorry for all the words) I feel I need to ask - do you think it could be a gate-way, that this or these energies took to now, as you say, control parts of your body? It sounds very much as if something is inside your body, not like it is with me - outside. If so you need help to get it out - I don't know how to do these things - but there ought to be people out there that knows. From what I have read catholic priests have a side education in exorcism and that is perhaps a good way to go?
I hope this all works out for you, soon
