Larcuza, Welcome! Thank you for your input. - I am choosing to accept most of these changes. - and Yes I somewhat have the same beliefs as you do when it comes to fate, and destiny. I do believe we have control of our own fate... but destiny is something the universe controls. - or is it the other way around? lol. What you said makes a lot of sense though. Our lives are based on what we think... the universe is always listening to our thoughts... conscious, and sub-conscious... as scary as that is.

ribiq- yes more and more is happening every day!! - I was speaking with a co-worker/friend and we both agreed that it feels almost as if we're bi-polar. we're EXTREMELY happy one day.. and the next... depressed... and for no reason what-so-ever. - So strange.