It's okay, Blakegood, no biggie. I just think you need a ''wake up call''. I mean no offence by that. You've made many threads where you shared your desire to be a girl. It might be helpful to be realistic and practical, focus on your current life. There's lots of possibilities. I personally know people who had similar desires. That's why I respond, because I recognize it. Try to go beyond the fantasy, and find out what you want in this life.