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How is it, that you have no memories?
From what i figured about myself, we somehow suppress everything when young and we are on autopilot, while everything piles up. When older, we gain control over what happens(not over everything) but as much as possible.
Than is it possible to see, that much is missing and we would like to reclaim it. I won't say, this is for everyone like this but i see that awareness means that you know, feel what you were exposed in youth-from people, to environment and when you are aware of everything, that was present in that specific moment that flew by, you can reconnect to it and really feel it as it is.
So what are real factors, that had effect on your life... It looks like hard work, lots of development and learning to figure all out.
Parents, grandparents, brothers, sisters, house, location, neighbors, community, classmates, friends, school, education, spirit changes through time...
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