[CassandraApollo]

Alka-Seltzer sensation: It just happens, I don’t do anything to facilitate it. The first time it happened was during regressive hypnosis with Constance Clear. I was being filmed and I think that is what did it. Like it was okay for me to talk about, but not for it to be filmed. I had to stop because the sensation got so strong, it hurt. And I burned out their mic battery.

Streetlights: Sometimes streetlights would go out when I passed by. Once when I was riding in the car with Constance at night I told her about the streetlights. I then said, see that big billboard ahead, watch the lights go out when we drive past. Yep, they went out. She started laughing and we both laughed. I mean, what else can you say, it is what it is.

Conventions: Have you ever been to the “Contact in the Desert” convention? I was just now looking at it online. The lineup of speakers looks interesting. One of my favorites, George Knapp will be there. Would love to attend one day, when I have the $ to go.

Video: I would love to see the video you mentioned. The one taken by the boy with two cameras. Would you know if its online anywhere? One time during the day, I saw one that was huge. I call it the mall ship. No one else saw it though. Make me wonder why some can see and others don’t.

Date: No, the date did not work out. I gave up trying to date because I always found myself thinking about the ET’s and how would I explain that to someone.

Ex-husband: Around the time I was remembering everything, his mom called saying she is cleaning out the garage and wants him to a go pickup a box with his name on it. She said it looks like high school stuff. He said to throw it out and I said no, I want it for when we have children. They might find their Dad’s high school items fun to look through. When we arrived home with the box, I asked to open it and he said sure. Sitting right on top in plain view was the book about Betty and Barney Hill. I was blown away, speechless, because he had been telling me for months that the ET thing was all in my head. I held the book up and said, oh look a book about UFOs and Alien abduction. He claimed he never remembered reading the book and doesn’t know how it got in the box. Years later he had a daughter with another woman. He came over to visit me when his daughter was, I think 5. He walked in with a piece of paper in his hand. He then said, look at this and I see a grey alien face that his daughter drew. He goes on to say, you need to tell them to leave my daughter alone. I just sighed and told him, you know that you are an Experiencer also, so you tell them. Our story is a long one, so won’t go into it now.

Remote viewing: The remote viewing/walk-about happened on multiple occasions, and it was after going to sleep. Some were remote viewing and others were walk-about where I felt like I was there. Never ET’s around, only humans. The remote viewing ones; 1 of WA DC, 2 of Middle East, 1 of London. Walk-about; some in USA, 1 in Europe, 2 in Russia, 1 in London & 1 a country I don’t remember the name. I would LOVE to understand one day, how it happens. I would be in what I call reporter mode for both remote viewing and walk-about, never any emotion, only need to remember what I was hearing/seeing/feeling. On some walk-abouts we would gather at end of night in a place that reminded me of a country farmhouse kitchen. We never talked to each other about what we saw. We would be debriefed alone and then leave.

Walkabout verified: One time I went on walk-about to NASA. I was with a group and we were there to help with a systems problem on one of their rockets. I distinctly remember smelling a chemical burning outside. A couple days later I was speaking with someone from that area, telling her about my walk-about. She said, oh yes there was refinery explosion near NASA, that’s what you were smelling. I looked it up just to be sure and found it online.

SUV following me: My Spirit picking up on the people in the SUV was automatic. My Spirit does that sometimes and can pick up on something I need to know. I never feel any fear when I’ve been under surveillance. Maybe it’s because I know they are not allowed to harm me. The last one I saw, was a few years ago. I parked my car at a strip mall, going to a Subway. As soon and I turned off the car, I looked toward my right and thought, hummm he’s not hiding very well. I saw a young guy look at me and he backed up behind a pillar. I laughed and got out my car. He knew I spotted him so he walked out, toward the Subway right behind me. I got in line to order and then feel a very light touch on my side. I turned around smiling, he was almost laughing, and he said, what would you recommend here? I looked at the menu on the wall and mentioned a few items, turned back to him and he was gone. He was late 20’s, blonde short hair, white shirt, black pants, black shoes and felt military.

UFO groups:
- Early 1990’s, I saw the movie “The Intruders” and it activated memories.
- I went to the one bookstore in my area looking for anything on the subject. There on the shelf was only one copy of John Mack’s book, Abduction: Human Encounters with Aliens. I grabbed it in a hurry because I didn’t want anyone to know what I was buying. I remember the worker looked at the book when she rang me up and said, hum I don’t remember putting this book out and it’s the only one. I just smiled and said, oh okay and I quickly left the store.
- After reading the book all the memories started flooding in, so contacted John Mack for help. I was given a list of therapists in my area that worked with ET abductees. The closest to me was a three hour drive away. I didn’t care how far I had to drive; I was making an appointment.
- Met with Constance Clear in San Antonio, TX.
- At the same time other Experiences were contacting Constance. She met with us all and then formed a group so we would meet up together.
- She wrote a book about us, Reaching for Reality.

MUFON: During those years, Mufon was active in the area. I knew Experiencers that had tried going to MUFON and they were dismissed and told to come back when they have evidence. A few years ago, I tried to contact MUFON to see if anything changed and I never heard back from them.

What about you, have you been involved with UFO groups and how was your experience with them?

How has it been for you and relationships?