Tags:combative,private and no connection to biological family.

I can relate as that's me in a nutshell and do feel literally like an alien in this world.

Can't relate to anyone and don't fit in.

Affinity and drawn to nature and wide open space.

Extremely private and keep to myself.

Biological Family just felt like helpers,guardians.

And thinking more about this as i write,my sister and i were embarrassed of our parents growing up,the embarrassment was that we felt and had no connection.

Perhaps part of the confusion/deception is being half cast?

Anyhow,all i can suggest is to look at all the things your drawn to and put them together.

You know ie:Material possessions you have acquired throughout your life,songs,food,numbers,pictures etc etc and your interests and what comes natural to you.

Celt wise,i had a word drop in that i had never heard of in the past week ie:'Druid'.

And starting to make sense.

Good luck joining the dots.: p