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Hi!
I know how you're feeling.
I can only tell you how I've eased things for myself, maybe it will help, maybe it won't.
Firstly, I doubt it's your imagination, there are people out there with issues who will project out negativity towards you, attempt to control you etc.
I doubt the male figure you speak of actually knows what he's doing, though he will be feeding off your reaction to what he does.
Secondly, it's important to understand that you need to break that cycle of being a victim - it's a pattern usually established through lifetimes (if you believe in reincarnation), or subtle family conditioning and lifestyle choices.
Until you do, you'll attract what you're attracting.
How to do that?
It's about you creating something new. You need to understand you're beautiful, and loved.
Let your eyes be opened to that and let it heal you all through your body.
There isn't anything wrong or bad about you.
You can't cut any cord by using fear. But you can heal the cord with love. We're all connected to each other anyway, can't avoid it.
The hardest work is when we can't escape, but it's the most rewarding.
Avilucis
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