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I can understand why you found your ability a curse when you were young and inexperienced. Others have said something similar. With no means of controlling such unpleasant sensitivity when you're young and inexperienced it does not surprise me if some turn their back on mediumship.
I also understand why you help the needy. After hearing from a loved one who has passed over some individuals continue to look for every opportunity to repeat that contact. I don't know if that would be considered greedy but it's often unnecessary.
I wish I could offer a helpful thought about your continuing awareness after you've closed down. Perhaps you need to send the message that you are not at the constant beck and call of those wanting to communicate through you?
Maybe the greedy are actually your spirit visitors in this case?
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