Lamby wrote, "So don't feel too bad if you can't quite sort your own feelings out. It isn't easy - and may not be entirely necessary."
This is the same conclusion I came up with his morning. I always try to fit into the safety of a particular path, yet they all come up lacking at some point. This leaves me feeling adrift. If I can accept the independence, or aloneness of being adrift and borrow parts from all paths that seem truthful to me I think I could feel contentment. It's letting go again...always it seems to be discarding beliefs, opinions, theories, other's truths and experiences, books of wisdom, knowledge...all these things are blocks yet they seem to be part of the journey.
My husband says I should start a church and be a minister there...he says it would be called,"The Church of The Confused!"