[dream jo]

spekin 2 my nvor 2 day i thngg bth anxstyy iisess is thruu roof i no min is coz im so wrod abot mom nt bean abl 2 sea her menaposl cnt sea a dr 2 setl my mooodss dooo rt panss bean so server ths llst 2 wks dnt if itss stress relatdd or nt coz lk i sad bef cnt sea a dr unlss its im nt gona say it
if it wz not for cov19 id be an 2 sea dr get bloodss du n
on me its lk get bloodf rm a sto coz my vans is hodon coz my vanss is nt helthyy iv ben toldd on fw ocasonss
i no my brtds mentll heltss not rhtt coz he cnt sa mh teem
i no mnelt heltss 0 2 feal asahmdd off lk thy did yrs go
i thng evryy 1 is suffin sum knd dof mh ths yr
im trn 2 avod trigrss lk news lk in locdoon i carsdd my slf psd psd ptsdd i did coz of nesws
nxt tim pn or dr fonss 2 sea if im ok ill tell mor
coz wer we r i am we in bitss of ld we in t2 bt wz sayn 2 my sisr gt a fekin wk bef xmas we wil be on full ld we will wishh we bth feal sad abot coz ill nt get 2 sea grt nese newfww she wil tnget to sea gran kidss but i lovd lst yr seann th litl fasee lit up on pressiee thy gott i did
i no xmass is for kidss mor so wen dad wz aliv i lovd mor coz hs bday wz 26th dcec it wz
if we r om fld ill sit wer my dadss ashss i burdd i will fr but weth ber mitn plusss on rulss