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I don’t know. I just know I’ve never been the same since the dissociation happened. And I wish I could completely turn back time, to how things were before. I got a soul retrieval done which helped at first…but then I had reptilian implants which stopped me from writing and healing. And I’ve been infected for way too long. Sometimes I feel inhuman. Sometimes I feel like I’m not the girl who was here at birth and I switched places…it’ll always be a mystery. Kundalini told me that the parasite, or reptilian-human hybrid’s name is Maleficior and he’s been possessing this body since I was 16, and maybe I’m him. I don’t know. I’ve never felt attached to my past or like I’m fully formed, as anything, so maybe I am.
I wish I had a friend on here or someone who had a similar experience and who could help me figure this out and help bond with, because it’s such a lonely existence being like this.
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