[innerlight]

There is a state I can hit when I get relaxed enough. It's a deeper state that my regular awareness. It's, for a lack of terminology, under my regular awareness. My regular awareness is higher than this state, and is more active. When I hit this state, I am open to all types of visions, albeit they are all spontaneous and random. But they occur.

The problem is. I can not get their on my own, nor do I know how I get there. It just happens in a deep relax. But if I move, or think about it, it takes me awareness back up to the higher level. Where what I am looking for is a deeper level.

Any ideas or comments are appreciated. I can't actively get there as that keeps my awareness higher than it needs to be.