[Shari]

My dreams are always the same and they only slightly differ in content. I am always lost. Then I find where I live, but cannot figure out where the keys are. Then I am around all kinds of unwanted, bad people that will not leave. Then I get ripped off. Then I am doing drugs with them (I am in recovery). Then I cannot find the drugs I bought. Then these people are trying to kill me. Then I remember that I have powers that are evil. Then I want to use these powers to get rid of them, but I don't want to hurt them with their evilness of it. Then I start to enjoy the evilness. Then I begin to transform into something really dark. Then I wake up. It has been this way for at least a few months. I wish a could lucid dream and change things. How do I change this ****?!