@FallingLeaves Awesome answer, love it! You literally describe what I also noticed, word for word for word. What can I say, it's exactly like that, I am more aware and awake now but later on I will be back to being less awake, like walking asleep, acting and reacting kinda mechanically, forgetting that expanded awareness and returning to a narrow view. I noticed that too. I also noticed the cycles, the whole play, up and down, up and down. I thought I found a stable ground and little to no inner movement but no, the cycles keep repeating themselves.
Love your answer, it's right to point!
Do you also come to a moment of "stop" of "I let go" after you keep repeating the cycles over and over again? When I am way to tired after repeating the cycles I just give up and usually this happens when that narrow view is experienced and then this letting go, this I give up kinda forces a shift in consciousness to a more expanded state but it takes ages for me to come to "I am done, I stop, I let go" :))
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