[lostsoul13]

Mind v heart~ I’m telling my self two different things… my heart and emotions are initiative and my mind is where my ego and opinion stays..

Often I am hard on the self- my emotions and feelings understands we’re ego is coming from and my mind is rational- understanding also…

I have very high expectations of the self- manners, mannerisms, beliefs, even desires and fantasy’s…

I’m split into 4 things.

All operating at the same time especially when ego arises.

Often I want to be better than I can be: beat my own goals, and find truth in my imagination???

Ego tempts other parts of me with money, success and lavish!

I can compromise with my mind- but my heart can only have contentment that I won’t get hurt, because nothing lasts..

That new desire or want pops up and it’s very aggressive, I don’t feel lust but despite not having I’m going to have or experience—-

I listen to my ego- and talk to it, showing it it’s ways and how it has a way so does the heart and mind…

I’m not hurt by it, it just wants the best for me… often it’s too stern, or aggressive behaviour with rules and regulations- knowing I’ll fail… at least I try huh!!!