Aw I really feel for you. It is hard not to worry. I've still not got over my bunny that crossed over on bonfire night. Try to think that when the time is.. for anyone to go.. then that's the time, so worrying is just wasted energy. I'm saying this, but I find it hard to do also.

Green crystals are good for healng and ask Raphael to assist in healing too. Clear Quartz is a good all rounder too.

Healing wishes to you both x