I agree that I am very transparent and everyone knows how much I dislike being there. I am sure that does add to it, but I just don't know how I can go from being miserable to even being neutral. It is really good that you were able to turn that around, MYFIGO. I have been there for almost 15 years now and it is just time to move on.

I agree, we need to solve the problems. I think about it constantly. What if I did this or what if I did that.

Previously, I have at least been given a door of opportunity in some way. This time the universe seems to be silent. That is what is so perplexing.