Hi John

Thank you. I could not agree more and there have been a couple of times that really dire events turned out to truly be a blessing in disguise once I was a couple of years out from it. I have no doubt that this could also be one.

For right now, though, it just seems to drag on and on and on. I have never had such a span of discontent and stress with what seems like no light at the end of the tunnel.

There are even sort of silly things like I really want to rid my house of anything that reminds me of that situation. I need the time to do this and I don't have the time because of the job and I have the job because of the situation and AUGHHHH.

I feel like I just want to scream at the universe- STOP!!!