I wonder if I am a walk-in, and what preceded it was a period of time I went through that was extremely humbling and like a death of my ego. I went through a period of illness, very severe depression, and even wanting to die.
And then one day, I "rebooted". Now I am 75% healthy.
But I feel like I'm still figuring out what I'm doing here. And it didn't affect my family relationships negatively at all - it's actually affected them positively.
I went through a period of time where I was having "flashes" of seeing my memories as if I was watching a movie about someone else.
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