Still I often worry what if others are right and I am ADHD. However though there doesn't seem to be much evidence that I really am adhd. I have had my iq tested and it turns out I am average intelligence and I think if I really was adhd I wouldn't be that intelligent. The only way I seem to be adhd I guess is I am energetic and lack focus and can get caught up in my own thoughts sometimes. Still my intelligence is average so i can't have adhd. If I really am adhd then I fear I am useless and nothing I do matters. That's what society thinks of disabled people anyway.