Which is pretty much where I'm at now, and yes I'll admit that what we express is a reflection of what we have inside. There's an age-old 'something inside' that so far hasn't found resolution, even though the curiosity is that I've already expressed much the same thing as you've posted.

EDIT: The comment about paradox is taken out of context, I don't think there are paradoxes other than the ones which we create because we pitch 'this' against 'that'. It was meant more as a touch of sarcasm more than anything else. Often the term 'paradox' is used instead of 'dichotomy'.