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I've wanted to say this to you before but kept my tongue.
I got a lot of mileage out of just internalizing things like getting bad criticism, deciding I deserved it and I was an awful person and I was just getting what I dished out and what not. The feelings surrounding that seem awful and of course the place you are putting yourself socially if you do such things isn't very desirable. But still, it gave me some perspective I wouldn't have gotten if I'd just faithfully kept assuming my position that I shouldn't have such things happening to me was somehow the 'right' one.
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