I wish I could go back in time and erase all the things I've had to endure and live with. I have so much regret from my childhood that I don't want to live with. I respect people a lot more... and I'd congratulate getting adopted on that part. But I am so suprised that my adopted mom kept me as long as she did. I am now 19, it's been 12 years. I feel like an idiot for the way I treated her from time to time. You just have to learn and grow from your mistakes.