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hi justbe,
the papers were never heavy; and I never noticed them while in the dreams just kinda woke up and noticed that was a part of it... but maybe there is something to this idea of reaching out with it lol... a lot of what I talk about on this site probably looks random and disconnected I guess, but for me it all combines into a coherent whole. I talk about a lot of different aspects of the same thing. But at the same time I'm invested in not really wanting to be sharing the core of what that is because people just get mean and I feel anymore like I just want to keep something for myself rather than continue trying to give people stuff they basically don't want anyway.
But I still think too I'm like maybe doing too much and need to just stop. That movie promo they are showing in the US with a bear on coke pretty much describes how batty I am feeling right now lol...
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