Many thanks for this FC. I thought I was already living my life with appreciation and acceptance, but recently there were some family meetings where relatives have come to me with direct questions and I have had to explain myself. Needless to say, I have felt very uncomfortable. These meetings triggered intense pain and rage towards my mother; to top everything up, there are also my relatives' perceptions, that she was "so proud of me" to the point of overestimating my abilities.
Yes, I have thought of writing a letter. I already did write several pages last year prompted by Lynn, but I could not finish. Now I understand I could not because I was not fully aware of everything that happened between the two of us.
Thanks for listening and bearing with me
