First,ensure that it's not a virus like covid19 or anything else.
I've seen posts like yours in the past,from a member called angel123(or something)on 'Astral Dynamics' forum.I think she posted here as well.
If it's not a medical issue,then your immune system is shutting down (i've been there as well).
I only know that almost everyone who's seeing these cursed number patterns,sooner or later will face it as well.
What you can do for the moment,is to take care of your physical body and forget everything about spiritual practise.
You'll survive as well.Don't worry.You're young,and i'm sure you're gonna gain your strength again,but as i allready told you,you have to forget-discard anything concerning practical spirituality.
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