hi john, thanks for your reply.
yes, i work thru it - unceasingly. i'm actually covered in ink (i write) and my "book" weighs at least 50 pounds (no exaggeration). i am a pen's worst enemy.
i don't really have "fear" about my situation. i have damn near wrath.
to be real honest, it equates to a black mass and is VERY "unhealthy" to say the least.
it really just needs to be severed *somehow* and i have to figure that out.
tired of the "chords of doom", the foreboding, the forecasting & predicting - pure negativity. massive. it's real bad. there's no hope & glory in what i'm going through.
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