Ah, I'm going off on a tangent here or something...actually dreamer with the scope of the work you have envisaged and the actual themes portrayed in it, get it book published.

In fact, to make it easier on yourself, why not write 12 different stories with similar esoteric themes and sell it as a book compilation. That way, doing one short story at a time, you will be able to develop patience more easily and once you have all twelve done, you could release it under one name like...Esoteric Meanderings...or something like that! It'd be even better if all the stories were connected to each other too...

K.