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You can certainly ask.
But maybe also investigate why fear came up in you. What were you afraid of? Why did you resist? Do you think that you will lose some part of your identity by surrendering to this greater state? Or are you afraid of claiming your true spiritual inheritance - perhaps it is beyond your comfort zone?
At the same time, relax. Try not to worry about it. Having already come into a "ton of love and joy and truth" then it should be easier to get back there. Because it hasn't really gone away, you have just temporarily covered it up.
Peace
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