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Meditate, meditate, meditate. Feel yourself become your breath. Do it just for the sake of meditating. Eventually you will know that you are not your body. AP is easy from that place. I can't offer "life hacks." Sometimes there is no way around the requirement of mastering the basics.
Focusing on the acquistion of a certain power is always a recipe for disaster when it is sought for the sake of having the power rather than for one's spiritual development. It is a fine line but an important one. I've had to learn this the hard way on more than one occasion.
Your ambition and drive will serve you well once you can tame the ego. Hugs to you. :)
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