[hallow]

I've been thinking about death as well, I am not saying I want to die, I actually want to live more than ever. There's so much to see and do before I go. I understand people can be.....less than ideal. But maybe I can make a difference. We all can make a difference, that's why we live. I am 45 a little more than middle aged. I've been noticing a lot of people, 80+ year's old. I listen to them and really observe there life at that moment.... This is actually really hard for me to talk about but that could be me,.... I have so much living to do before I get to that point in life...... I haven't even seen the grand canyon yet, or Mardi gras in new Orleans. What the hell am I waiting for!!! I have to get out and live before it's to late!