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well this may be way off base, but what's ringing true for me is that you have to maintain your compassion and deep consideration for others while making it a priority to give yourself due consideration and love because that will help you to expand and elevate to help others more, which has been touched upon in this thread already. at least with what I'm dealing with I see that I care so much about others and I'm running into trouble and they don't care about me that much cuz I don't care about myself enough or treat myself well enough. I'm not sure if I am or ever was an indigo, but I kind of felt like it since I heard of it years ago.. My Astrological North Node and Chaldean Numerology birthdate number tell me the same thing basically so I may be biased, but then again the main problem with most people is that they just don't love or know and care for themselves truly enough.. even though I've been villainized or demonized by many for speaking up and sharing important truths to try to help people, I still like to think overall that most people who know me or meet me can see that I genuinely care about people and want to make their lives better. so some may do it better than me, but if I am an Indigo it is part of my mission to show people how to consider each other and love unconditionally, meanwhile I am not doing it for myself sufficiently so maybe that is why some are unconvinced but anyways I am tired of weird low vibration drama and trauma.. so I know building myself up and putting me first is what I need to do to finally have the peaceful life I deserve. and it can be painful to put yourself first or actually do things just cuz they could benefit you, and if you haven't been present with yourself then you are gonna doubt and demean yourself even more and so finding the courage and connection to embrace your dreams is the other main thing an Indigo has to or should do
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