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well
getting used to
just being real
instead
of trying to reach
some unattainable something
slowly but nice...
i did realize though
i wasn't paying enough attention
I'm working on that a little
now
as i remember
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lonelineness hitting
a little hard now
though
as
I'm not entertaing the idea
that someone might actually like me
now
and now
i can't even let myself
entertain
the idea
that if I were female
all my problems would go away.
It wouldn't change a thing
with noone actually liking me
I guess...
another reason
I'm glad
I didn't pin my hopes on
that kind of
better tomorrow.
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