hi, i just started in this forum. I am kind of positive surprised to hear that other people have the same problem....at this point i can not call it gift. When i am in a room, i can sense the crossing of negative energie among the people. I can handle one to one and focus on the person i am with. but when the group is larger, i sense all kinds of things going on, it drains me out to the point of not being able to participate because there are too many themes unspoken on the table. i have always been like this but he older i get the more difficult it is to try to function apparently "normal". i wonder what kind of medicine do you take? i have been give a very low medicine against psicosis, it helps to stop the computer in my head, but it goes too far, and sometimes i could barely function. i have moved from a coordination function to a support function, so i do not have to be ahead of the game.

it is good for me to be where i am, because i get to see things that in other circumstances i would not...but there are meetings, and i keep avoiding them and this is causing problems with my collegas. it is voluntary work, but still has its demands, of course.