O.O I think your going to be my new best friend

I know EXACTLY how it felt too. I was scared and had no idea what was going on with me. I thought I was going clinically insane...put me through a very bad depression, but I think the universe kicked me into gear. I'm still struggling though. Sometimes I feel my soul is just so tired and all I want to do is fall asleep, forever. I'm glad you can control this, where I've become afraid of myself. I hate it sometimes because its a part of me I use to embrace, but I didn't really have the best positive guidance, though I did learn a lot back then, spiritual wise. I hope you continue to grow ^.^ you sound like a really good person. Good luck!