If I were you, I'd listen to John Holland on hayhouseradio.com, he is a medium who,on air, takes peoples calls and talks to people on the other side who have passed, it's very interesting & a good place to find advice on how to hone your psychic abilities if you so choose.
It's free too, you just have to create free account then download his shows, I'd look at Sylvia Brownes shows too if your into all this stuff.