so when i was young, there were 'overlays' being made on my vision. Which I actually fought against.
now with the 'cave' thing (where you can go into a cave and they turn all the lights out but you can still see outlines of your hands) and the overall thought that maybe a better place to concentrate is on 'feeling' anyway, and a lot of thoughts I've read about people having over the ages, I have a strong sense that whatever it is I'm seeing isn't the 'real reality' whatever that is. So if that is what I want that isn't what I'm getting lol...
not that I think it a big deal anymore. Life doesn't have to be 'perfect' to still be life....
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