[Native spirit]

I have Lived many life times and have seen so much .being born into this life time has not been easy.
because of my ability to connect and see spirit I was called all names told I needed psych evaluation you name it I was called it,
I grew up knowing that I wasn't good enough for my family yet I was the first to go to college and get a Diploma.
My younger sister was doted on so was my brother my eldest sister had more affection than i did,
I used to say from an early age that i was here to suffer for everyone else and I would NEVER have chosen my family who ridiculed me for my gifts told me I was lying because they couldn't see spirit

my mother was the worse she hated me and i hated her in return, i ran away from home and went to live with my grandmother who did understand me.
That is why I do not understand when people say we choose our parents before we are born, to me that could is so far from the truth to be real.

Namaste