>something more powerful and focused than myself was controlling me.
Most of us have a spiritual patron that intervenes occasionally.
>I stood up and found two pennies.
I have had something similar. I decided that the planet owed me and that I wanted more money. A couple of days later, standing in a queue to scan at a turnstile a 2 dollar coin fell just in front of me. It was not clear from where it had come. The same happened in the same place the next day. It missed a day and then occurred in the same place on the fourth day. So I gave the coin to the woman behind me and that was the end of coins from thin air.
I think "they" agreed I was worth more, but money was not the way
> The fetal position on my front porch. It hurt, bad. Well, the next day I woke up and I wasn't me anymore
So releasing the trauma allowed you to unfold further
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