Tiss I was so moved by your meditation hun. It was just simply beautiful and filled my heart with so much love...for me that is confirmation of reality. You truly are never alone...please always remember that. He is a word and/or thought away. I always liked what I was taught as a child about when people passed on. I was told that it was like picking up a telephone....you just thought the name of the person you were thinking of and they would be there. Even if you couldnt see them they could hear everything you were saying to them. It still gives me comfort....everyone I love and who ever loved me are just a thought away....and now you can hear him too...what a gift...cherish it!!