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My husband denies anything is wrong. He don't like to talk about such things. But I've always been different and it hurts because I feel like I need to find others like me. I've been told "you are very similar to some Asperger's people I know" but I've had only brief encounters with people diagnosed as such so idk. Bipolar people seem too "normal" when on proper meds and despite my diagnosis I don't fit in well. Usually other people diagnosed with borderline are cutters or were abused, etc... And I don't fall into that category and don't relate. I had delusions the few times I was psychotic so I don't relate to people who hear voices, etc... I had severe meltdowns as a kid almost everyday and I haven't found any one else as an adult who really went through that as a child. I'm lonely basically.
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