[Mollie]

I had a brain stem stroke on good friday 2013. I have learned not to take any ability for granted. I suffer from chronic pain on my left side and weakness on my right my life was changed in a blink of an eye. I am just thankful now for each and everyday I am here. Do I want for things to be different ? Yes, I do. I have had so many diagnosis' s since. I will not take pain meds. at all. I resuscitate,listen to music,pray, and distract myself as much as I can. I have lost my train of thought here. I wish I could be healed and this would all go away. I am trying to figure out why this happened to me, but also I am grateful to still be here.