Personally, I don't believe in curses... I find such a conceptualization to be entirely unverifiable - and a strong conviction/belief in such a thought-form is not only disempowering and has an adverse effect on one's state of consciousness, but in some instances it may even yield what is known as the self-fulfilling prophecy effect. So I would ask, what good does it yield to believe one is cursed?
Can I ask you what was your true motivation for aspiring to 'make a lot of money'? What was your thought-process when you were a 'youngster', and how do you think about this now as an adult?
Oh, and if not being able to find interesting jobs that one is passionate about is indicative of being 'cursed', then I would say that 95% of humanity is 'cursed' right alongside with you...
