you cant judge a book by the cover.


the further you go the subtler the energies get.


couple old messages just remembered.

Me too! A lotta fun. :hug3:

they took out my eyeballs.

sometimes messages come out to relive an expereince that needs clearing. we have life times of things that may be stuck in the emotional body. if my memory is right as i relived it. torture happens. and it happens most when you cant defend yourself. thus. another reason for my signature. and i wish to make clear in my view everything that is relived is merely speculation of a happening. memories of experiences i do believe make us into who we are as a person.

i am a cherokee

another previous life hint. for me the clearing process of past life recall was huge in my clearing of obstructions. clearing the gunk out so the shakti may flow.and again in my view everything that is relived is merely speculation of a happening

it was brother against brother. it was a blood bath.

another message about what i was clearing from past life recall. i think but not 100% was the civil war. the memories of that were not vivid. the two above were very vivid.

if anybody stands in your way just friggin challenge them.

ok. this one needs some context. my god wishes for me to be my own. during the awakening process your sorta or i was sorta up for grabs. becoming blown open to everything. in the process people will sell you a lot of ideas because that is what much of spirituality is about. various clubs. beyond the clubs in my expereince is my visions, mind, and intuition. so various times when being pulled on my intuition would come out reading the script. the script is the script. or do something entirely different than what people would assume to work and it would work.

the point is there is no point in anything if all your going to do comes from somebody else. in my experince. and my god and my guides were behind me finding it without becoming caught up into somebodys elses deal.

im not suggesting im right or im wrong. im just simply saying my way is about individual liberty wrapped up in the bliss of the kundalini shakti.

this is a rags to riches story.

my journey was titled, "against all odds," by my guidance and referred to it as a, "rags to riches story," saying that it, "could be anyone, cause its everyone."

i knew next to nothing about spirituality. didnt agree much with some of the culture. and i was and am just a nornal person still not interested in whats out there. but solely interested in following my mind, heart and gut instincts. through which i found myself in a continual estatic joy in the body and silence in the mind in a relatively short order. couple or few years. which to me is hope. the idea of 20 years of following somebody around and or meditating isn't realistic for most people. for one. many of us have been slaves or the persecuted. so following is out of the question. most of the rest of us have busy lives.

What does love and joy mixed together feel like......peace?

intoxicating. it can feel peaceful. but whether its exciting feeling or peaceful feeling those are aspects of what's experienced. what is continious is the brain and human nervous system flooding the body in an intoxicating enjoyment. all emotions can still exist and they do. they are just simply superceded and out powered by the flooding of the mind and body of bliss.

its been said a million times by many. but it means more to me since my intuition told me during a recent meditation.

silver is honest money.