The Fatherless
 

One time while in trance I asked my subconsious to take me to the highest ranked being I could reach.

I felt the shift, and the impression of "there you go''.

I ask who are you, and I receive the name APATOR.
It's a Greek ancient word that means the one with no father.

I asked if it was an angel or a God and it answers back EL APATOR.

I can't remember more,but next day I Google the word and indeed has to do with a deity.
I had the feeling Tha it wasn't a personification of power or a force, but something like an office.

Crown chakra or above I would say.
You're God ! But everyone is, or will be.

Ha ha. That reminds me of something Sai Baba said.

Someone asked him if he was God
He said, yes I am
And so are you
But the difference between us is that I know it and you don’t.

Agree with the guys above.

Last night I vibrated the word El and I felt little drops of energy running over my face.
My subconsious pointed me to some stuff I had read in the past about spiritual power.

The tickling of the ant.

That was the description of an author about how it feels.
Propably a sahasrara thing. It was running from above the head.

@lomax You have some really interesting experiences! Same thing here, I get told names and then I google up those words and find out that they are real names I never heard of and even from languages I do not speak. There are also messages, audible messages, sometimes right when I ask, but it seems there's an emotional element, without it I can't connect, I need an emotional connection, something that I care of.

When you use a non-English word please always give a definition.
Since you've been gone it has become a something asked for.

[quote=ThatMan]@lomax You have some really interesting experiences! Same thing here, I get told names and then I google up those words and find out that they are real names I never heard of and even from languages I do not speak.

I think it takes a lot of energy.Most of the times it just don't work, until I have a good reason to go for it.
Exactly as you said.

Now how i managed to do this double quote,,,,,, I don't know.