Hello 1being,
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I suggest that the best answers for dealing with this will come from your own inner guidance. Have you talked with your Self about this? Thanks, John |
hi john, thanks for your reply.
yes, i work thru it - unceasingly. i'm actually covered in ink (i write) and my "book" weighs at least 50 pounds (no exaggeration). i am a pen's worst enemy. i don't really have "fear" about my situation. i have damn near wrath. to be real honest, it equates to a black mass and is VERY "unhealthy" to say the least. it really just needs to be severed *somehow* and i have to figure that out. tired of the "chords of doom", the foreboding, the forecasting & predicting - pure negativity. massive. it's real bad. there's no hope & glory in what i'm going through. |
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thread, yeah. or, cutting of *threaTS* would be a joy and a half for me! that reminds me: i call them T-WORDS: truth terror torture torment threat taunt tease trick and on and on. sigh... |
Well i'm schizophrenic if that helps, i think you are too much in the mind, realize that your not the mind, just step out and witness the beautiful silence from within, that is who you truly are, the mind, its full of ****.:hug3:
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It is my understanding that anger is another form of fear. Actually anything that is not heart centered, is not a loving energy. I am inclined to suggest telepathic healing sessions for you. Some would call this distance healing. It would involve me with your higher self, soul self, and that diverse subconscious self. May I ask if that idea is appealing? Thanks, John |
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personally, i don't believe in schizophrenia. "too much in the mind" ... yes, i am not a physical person, i'm mental - ALL MIND. yup, that's me. the silence & stillness on the inside is EXACTLY what allows me to hear, see and perceive LOUD & CLEAR. it's more fine tuned now than it ever was. i document nearly everything that passes through my mind. there are some things i REFUSE to write or express because it's SO VULGAR and nasty. tired of it. i found this really neat picture on google of a woman who was being held down by a devil who was biting on the right side of her head. have you ever heard of the "divine ear"? i don't know much about it, but i was doing some study on clairaudience and came across the words "divine ear". anyway ... it seems that i have a direct connection (open "portal"???) and the person on the other end of it IS *INSANE*. |
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i don't have anger. anger is very mild and fear is mild. i'm EXTREME and very far beyond those levels and i have been for very many years. it's not anger, it's not rage ... it's FURY and after fury comes wrath. fear is mild. i don't think i ever knew fear ... i was born into TERROR. after terror is Kinetic Energy (how could i possibly know that?). there is a part of me that *likes* the idea of "healing" but the realistic part of me knows way better than that. its like i'm condemned for knowing too much. |
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whoever it is, is "dying to meet you ... dying to meet you ... dying to meet you" (driving me nuts, driving me nuts, STFU, driving me nuts) |
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