Karma
 

I feel I have really bad karma that results in painful reincarnations or depression of having no friends or family-

I grew up in foster care and had therapy but my search has lead me to karma—-

I used to see my sisters,mother (intent and purpose) my biological ones haven’t manifested yet…

I know because they are intent and purpose- a soul family … we have progressed out karma & after years of trying my sister had a baby- my younger sister has had a few also—- they are getting on with their life’s at the moment and while I don’t see it as karma.. there seems to be some agreeable arrangements in this- including my mother…

I had my soul children in (past life’s) or the former of my avarta and some karma was created my the sandwich theory- my atom was stuck observing while they manifested at the accountability…

I was raised in church growing up in foster care- but I’m more of a mixed belief system in place, like reincarnation- going through it before and having different avartas.. reincarnation isn’t believed in Christian traditions more much of Muslim it’s more Buddhist… I’ve educated on the religions and meditated on trying to understand my firm belief..

I had friends from church but gone our own ways since turning adult and getting on with our own things- I met some soulmates (kindred mates- soul friends) but life gets in the way- and I’m finding that certain as I grow and mature spiritually and expand my exasperation in reincarnation and thing alike..

And karma is always peering to me because of accidents I’ve had and while it’s in some form of social agreements to this time apart- we’re accepting no karma??

I feel I have a lot of bad karma with looking at my future reincarnations—- I know I will have to say goodbye to my old life’s and unless they could recognise me(I will be going into a adult male body) I know I have to leave them behind- reincarnation happening to me first and continually years after that reincarnation… but I feel like I have a lot of karma because the amount of pain body I will be in.. knowing first does prepare you and it doesn’t change often… I just wish I could document these reincarnation- other than something I have to go through…

Im sorry buddy :frown:

While our past karma affects us now, it is best not to think about it. It is what it is. Out best path forward is being mindful about what we do now. With our current actions we should try to deal with whatever life brings to us.